Although I had a ton of fun with Shaniah this weekend I realized just how grateful I am for my hubby and my kids for all they do for me. I know that my weekend would have been much more pain-free had someone else come to help me out.
Its funny but my mind still thinks I can run and do what I used to…. but my body quickly reminds me, by way of pain and breathing issues, that it can't. I do not however want to ever make my self think that I am giving up on trying to push myself. Sometimes pushing myself is good for me, but I realized this weekend that over-pushing can quickly set me back on all the progress I have been making.
After we got off the airplane my hubby was there to pick me up, boy was I glad to see him. He immediately took me to my chiropractor where she made some major adjustments on me and advised me to SLOW down and once again reminded me to enjoy when I feel good and not over-do and push myself over what my body can handle.
I know I struggle so much with this, because when I am having a good day and feeling halfway decent I really just want to dig in and do stuff. Whether it be fun stuff or work stuff, it just feels good to finally be doing stuff. I know that I have to continually remind myself to take care of myself so that I can be present and not in bed for my family. I know I have to slow down and enjoy the journey!
Going away this weekend really made me realize what life would be like if I were alone while having this illness. I am so eternally grateful for such an amazing family who are there for me each and every day. They deserve my gratitude each and every day for everything they are and everything they do for me!
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