My mom and daughter both had plans today. They did not know that either of them had plans for the day. They assumed that the other would take me for my tests. But lately I have started to feel better, I wanted to prove to myself and to them that I could do it alone! I did not tell anyone because I knew they would change their plans, plus I wanted to give them a break and just see if I could do it.
I started out and about 5 minutes into the 25 minute drive I had this overwhelming feeling of peace and gratitude come over me. I was so overcome by this amazing feeling of being able to finally be independent again after so many months of having to rely on others that tears started to flow heavily from my eyes.
I poured out my thankfulness to the Lord. This feeling reminded me of a song. I have loved this song but these past few months I have only imagined how amazing it would be to feel somewhat normal again. Today I actually felt it! I don't take any credit for myself in this healing process but instead give all credit to my Lord and Savior who carried me when I needed him most and now is leading me on the road of healing. I am forever grateful for Him.
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